The GP thinks I am depressed and in a bipolar swing downwards - for months. Unless my bloodwork comes back with a story (e.g., Lymes Disease), that's his story and he's sticking to it. Alas.
Yesterday I told my therapist that I would try to get in some EEG to get down my anxiety. I am going to the one that is helping with the upcoming workshop, not the one I got 60 free sessions. It might turn out that the latter caused my angst, her priming my focus/concentration for the ADHD test in July when speeding up those waves (beta) is contrary to my already high beta. She baited me for better results on the test.
Maybe I found the solution for myself.
This is all so frustrating b/c nobody works harder on mental health than I, yet I often get the shaft somehow.
I'll check back in and hopefully I will have a marked improvement right off. It's not out of the realm of possibility.